I met this girl in the first semester in my middle school.  In my memory, she love smile same as me. Our friendship began with an English book. She was in class 8 and I was in class 7. Time flew and we became very good friends. We went to school together, taking the same class, had same bag, even our cups were same. She and I did everything together.  We also have same hobby. I still remember, my teacher doesn’t like that I played with her. Because she made people think she wasn’t is a good girl. She got a tattoo when she was 14. However, she had very good GPA.

From the first year in our middle school until the last year. We both have very amazing experience together. I love tell her everything and we also got though together in the worst time in our school time. When time need to chose a high school, we had same list to school….. She also put XJ on her list.

At last, she had 60 points more than me and we went to different high schools. After our high school began, we less and less community. Now it’s been three years in high school, I think we just had 3 times call. Every time she said i will call you later or let’s find a time to hang out together, but she haven’t achieved. She totally forgot my birthday.

I know she will go to American like me in my another friend. I was so surprised. What!!!! She didn’t tell me that. I asked her, and know she will go to community college as me. However, she will go to language school first. She doesn’t know anything about the American college system. I told her before what i am studying and my plan. Actually, if she talked with me before I would 100 percent like to help her. Seems like she forgot or doesn’t remember. I really feel the distance between us. I am really upset and every time I think about this I felt like my heart is hurting. I want her back, the girl who friendly like my sister in middle school back. Now, I think it is impossible. 😦

One of the famous singer in Hong kong sings a song and it said, lost a best friend is more painful than broke up with boyfriend.

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